otiose - idle, sterile, useless
What I longed for were verities pertaining to a world more real than in which I lived, which, once acquired, could never be taken from me again by any trivial incident - even though it were to cause me bodily suffering - of my otiose existence.
What I longed for were verities pertaining to a world more real than in which I lived, which, once acquired, could never be taken from me again by any trivial incident - even though it were to cause me bodily suffering - of my otiose existence.